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hope is the loveliest lie we ever believed— a bird with bruised wings still trying to fly in a sky that doesn’t want it.   it sings when...

I gave you the parts of me that don’t grow back   and you left them bleeding on your way out   now the world feels too loud and too quiet...

I would’ve loved you through every storm, but you stopped reaching back. ⠀ I held you like a secret— something the world could ruin if...

I loved you in quiet ways in all the spaces where no one looked— in the soft light of morning coffee in the way i learned your silence...

I loved you so much I forgot where I ended and you began   and then with a word a silence a truth I wasn't ready for I hated you with the...

I still set the table for two and blame the wind for shutting doors.   I scream at the stars for burning so brightly when you are not...

I kept calling even when the news said what I feared.   I kept calling when the sky went quiet and your phone stayed silent.   I kept...

I have loved friends like lovers— trusted them with my soul in the soft hours and the dark ones too.   but no one warns you how silence...

let me go back to where your eyes first met mine beneath that golden hush of maybe love.   let me return to the touch of your hand the...

I loved you like the sea loves the shore— always returning, even after the storm.   I held you in the quiet places where the world forgot...

I was given a mind that never forgets   and at first it felt like magic.   I could recall every smile, every lesson, every star.   but...

my mind races faster than I ever asked it to— a thousand tabs open a thousand hearts breaking all at once.   I work I move I smile I do...

indifference hurts deeper than hate because at least hate looks you in the eyes.   he didn’t scream he didn’t fight he just disappeared....

I changed in little ways at first—   smiled when I wanted to cry agreed when my heart said no forgave what should have been unforgivable...

I trusted him like the sea trusts the moon to pull her gently.   but he ripped tides through me then blamed the waves.   I loved him with...

I lost him and the world didn’t flinch. cars kept moving. clocks kept ticking. the sun kept rising— too bright, too soon.   for a while...

I wish I could feel less.   love, hate, hope— they all burn too bright in me.   I care with everything I am, even for those who leave me...

I tried to love him in the quiet way that doesn’t ask for thanks or explanations.   but he built walls out of silence and shut the door...

he smiled and I believed him.   he laughed and I thought he was okay.   he said “I’m fine” and I didn’t ask again.   now I lie awake...

somewhere between then and now I lost the sound of your voice and the shape of your laugh— and god, I think I’m losing your face too.  ...